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Tuesday, September 14, 2021

 Three days in...Sept 14, 2021

I am amazed at the difference in me.  So far so good.  I take one capsule in the morning, suck on a lozenge in the afternoon and smoke some good flower at bedtime and I've been a different person.  Calmer, gentler, clearer.  I'm happy about this.  I'm happy I've figured a 'routine' out that keeps my days calm. This has been a lifelong struggle to find that balance and calm.  God is my anchor.  He anchors my heart and my mind to Him regardless but it sure would be nice to be able to enjoy this gift of life a little easier and with full joy, as it should be. And, for that, I am grateful...

Saturday, September 11, 2021

Medical Marijuana journey

 I finally decided I was done with anxiety, depression and annoying nerve pain so I called...MedRxDoctors.  Process went smoothly without any bumps.  Paid $245 to them, $70 to Florida health dept.  Had a face to face with Dr. Thrasher this past Wednesday September 8th 2021. Cool guy.  Slammed the C-4 diagnosis right on and told me there is help to ease that pain. I was excited.  I was also tired of just buying pot so I could sleep, not ever knowing what strain you're getting or how it was grown, hopefully free of garbage fertilizers.  So, with the State of Florida, quality and purity are high on the list.  I wanted relief not just being stoned. I want to learn how to use what's available to control my own health. I have descended strictly into the Marijuana for health route and want to discover every part of this miraculous plant that has been stymied for so long due to the greed and corruption of the Pharmaceutical industry.  I got tired of bringing an issue or complaint to the primary physician only to have them write scripts for powerful medicine I don't want to take. 

So, here we are.  I went for my first dispensary visit yesterday.  Although I've been there before, now that it was for me, I felt like a kid in a candy store.  My girl was knowledgeable and was well versed in following the doctor's suggestions of what might work best for me.  We talked about what might be the best delivery method for me and I settled on trying a transdermal patch, getting a jug of 10 count losenzes and an eighth of top shelf indica flower for sleep.  Oh, and the capsules.  The capsules...I took ONE after leaving Muv and came home to mow the lawn.  I mowed the entire lawn with NO pain.  Yes, it was hot.  Yes, I took breaks but NO pain!!!  I was pretty thrilled over that!  I took another one this morning.  I am really loving the calm easy feel of me.  I am not high.  Just relaxed and comfortable.  Means the world to me.  

I'm tired of 'self-medicating' Let's see how we can manage this now.